The past week I had a 3 day retreat with all of the people that are attending Center for Global Action in Gainesville, Georgia. You know what, it was AMAZING!
So many revelations that God gave me but also A LOT of lies that I tell myself also. I haven’t realized until now how much power I gave those lies.
I’m going to be vulnerable with y’all. Hope you guys don’t mind.
I believe in the lie that I am unworthy for daughtership from my Abba.
Why do I believe in that lie? I’m not sure yet but I am processing in why I think I am unworthy.
But honestly, God has been so sweet in being faithful to me. At the retreat, we had to do a mirror activity and basically just stare at ourselves. During that activity, I kept repeating to myself: “ you are not worthy, Allyson.”
(That’s my lie)
Then God gives me this image of Him laying a crown on my head and saying: “You are worthy, Allyson.”
(This is truth from God)
DANG YALL!
Those four simple words lifted my heart, soul, and spirit. It’s okay that it’s going take sometime to not believe in that lie anymore. It’s going to take time for me to heal from that lie I believe. And like I said before, I’m processing it all.
After I’m done tackling the lie that I am unworthy. I’ll tackle another one. Another one after that and another one after that. And that’s okay. I’m actually looking forward to replacing those lies with truth from the Lord.
Abba has been showing me a lot since I’ve been in Georgia. This is going to be a beautiful but hard season of my life. Honestly, I can’t wait to see how the Lord is going to change me throughout this season.
Thank you guys so much for reading.
Love y’all!!
Sincerely,
Allyson
